RoadToRealisationOct 27, 20224 min readForgiveness is not StraightforwardHaving a shitty childhood is an explanation, not an excuse I was scanning through posts on a scapegoat Facebook group, and a member...
RoadToRealisationAug 5, 20222 min readI Wish I Could Let GoI spend a lot of time talking about my mum and sister, my husband would probably say too much time. He is super supportive and has a lot...
RoadToRealisationAug 2, 20222 min readTrying to Figure My Mum OutIn this post I try figure out what drove my Mum to treat me like she did.
RoadToRealisationJul 2, 20223 min readThe Infinite Echoes of Childhood Abuse When the narcissistic/toxic people are out of your life, you would think that they can't hurt you anymore. They are not around to put you...
RoadToRealisationJun 19, 20224 min readThree's a Crowd for a Narcissistic MotherMy therapist once said to me that I seem to feel the need to fix everything, I like to continually problem solve to try to make things...
RoadToRealisationJun 15, 20222 min readEscaping The BullyI really struggled at school, everyone including my mum and stepdad thought I was slow and lazy. At home they would sit me at a table and...
RoadToRealisationJun 10, 20222 min readMy Bedroom, or not?In our house I had the small box room and my sister shared the big bedroom with my stepdad's other daughter, who came at weekends. My...
RoadToRealisationJun 9, 20222 min readChild of a Narcissist - All of the chores, but none of the love.What person would I be now if I hadn't grown up with a narcissist mum and an abusive stepdad? Would I be happier and more content? Less...
RoadToRealisationMar 17, 20226 min readMy Mum, A Brief IntroductionI split my life into 4 parts when I think about the abuse I received, all 4 parts are very different. I cannot blame my mum for all the...
